i miss you

I MISS YOU..

how shall i express it out?

fb?

msn?

phone ?( but till now i still havent get ur phone number ) =(

through word of mouth??

i am SHY + SCARE+ WORRIED

i shy because i yet to know u much , thus we are just few weeks friendship! however, i admit that i misses you like crazy!

i scare because i afraid history happens again..

i worried that i will received rejection again. coz it seriously hurts..

but ended up, i saw this... >>





and it makes me realise something...


WHY COMPLICATED LIFE? do it when u think is right! dont doubt .. u will regret for life !!

Happy Chinese New Year!

oh wow.. its been a month i dint log in to my blog!

well.. this year i have a great CHINESE NEW YEAR ahead! finally i can celebrate my chinese new year in peace without having the stress of trying to find a time finishing my homework and so forth.

oh wow.. indeed, its oretty amazing where i am eating non stop as snacks are just all around my house and even my room!! how amazing if i could just whacked all the cookies without getting fat! but now, its different story... i am putting on some weight( which is BAD) .

therefore,let me update abit of whats happening in my life now..

1st day of CNY- pray at home and go bro in law relative house bai nian..

2nd day- sleep at home in the noon and gamble at night..

3rd day-sleep at home in the noon and gamble at night..

4th day-sleep at home in the noon and gamble at night..

and the list goes on where sleeping and gambling became my part of A MUST daily routine..

>> in conclusion, i still cant find the happiness and fun i need which i dreamt of long time ago.. why?! hmmm..